~The Metaphysical State~
Understand that the metaphysical state of awareness experienced can be considered a born-again experience. What I experienced was life changing on a mental, emotional, and spiritual level that transcended any religious dogmatic beliefs. I had partaken in the Christian church ritual of salvation through saying certain words in the alter call ceremony once many years ago. I believed at that time I was just that, born-again, maybe I was and maybe I wasn’t. With church based spiritually the individual that was “born-again” is immediately placed in a new believers class where some lower level clergy person instructs you on the do’s and don’ts of the Christian life. Whereas a true spiritual awakening your teacher is the creative force of the universe itself, in essence many questions one has is through self-study, meditation and connecting with source which is nature.
For me all doubt was burned away once I stepped over into the abyss into the arms of death to these dark-elements that had blinded me. I realized at that point that what I thought born-again was, was not that at all. However it is a dying to the old self and how one understands and interacts with the 3D world.
While this death was not physical it was one of mind, emotion and spirit. And I felt I was going to die physically as well from a 2 month respiratory illness. When I came through I was no longer the same Walter Lee Johnson everyone once knew. I vanished and was no longer someone I even knew, however it seemed familiar. I only craved solitude and to seek more understanding nothing more.
A rewiring occurred within my mind allowing sight into the truth, the lie’s, deception, violence, theft, oppression, and the love that was hidden from the world in its entirety from the beginning. I remember saying “I feel as if my DNA was being modified” This was my “born-again” experience sent by the hand of the universe in the fullness of times. And it was not religious based in the least bit!
Church based Christianity would call this experience deception, flesh, Satanic. They would flat out deny it. It was much more than a church-alter call experience. This was a call from the universe to come forth out of all religious and societal belief systems. It was nothing short of a spiritual transformative experience that opened the window to see between the spiritual non-physical world and the physical world. Did not the Book of Enoch and the Book of Revelation describe very similar experiences?
It is very much a separate reality I suppose for I have not even scratched the surface. To understand what a separate reality can be read the works of Carlos Castaneda an anthropologist on his metaphysical reality shift through plant medicine. It is the understanding that all living beings exist as one with the creative forces of the universe, the seen and the unsee
O’, and this god that some may believe I’m denigrating, is in the coffee your drinking, the computer screen your reading from, and the drug addict veteran in the street ignored and forgotten.
A child of 5 could grasp this long before most adults.
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