~The Opening Sonata~
All that we know, all that we feel, and all that we could ever understand happened the moment eternal creation occurred. All creation is based on 5 elements; air, water, earth, fire, and spirit. And the element that allows us to fully embrace the new altered state of consciousness is the 5th element, the element of spirit love, which is the highest of all the elements that is the guide into a metaphysical understanding of past, present and future if we apply the hermetic natural laws to allow our hearts and minds to become open to the possibilities.
~Consciousness of Fire~
The agony of my heart and the pain of my mind they endured was like a twisted iron gate, rusted, long forgotten being straightened and forced opened like never before.
The fullness of time came as the universe brought 3 opposing energies to a stand-off position that generated an internal combustion resulting in a breakdown of faith, believe, and self, myself. Any details of said combustion and energies will not add to describing this breakdown as it will only cheapen the event and turn it into a he-said-she-said drama story and drama is the last thing I will ever focus on.
When 3 people have an opposing entanglement it always gets ugly, understand!!!!
There are many aspects to this event that I will not reveal however I do not take full responsibility for said entanglement. Basically when biblical verses are taken out of context and used against another, me in this case for someone else’s own gain then that person is operating under dark satanic energy parasite, commonly known as narcissism. And that is the rest of the story.
I willfully experienced my own death that day in November; the dark-element-virus within me was strangled. I cut its blood supply off completely. Within the dark-elements of self-lives psychological viruses that are dormant. Some may call them demons, either way they are one in the same. So pick your poison and let’s get on with it. Mine were easily cloaked however they were simply of a satanic nature. And at that time I claimed to be a bible believing born again Christian where I believed I was in the will of God. However nothing could be farther from the truth. Looking back now I don’t believe I had the spirit of truth in me at all based on my behavior at the time. You see the basics of Satanism are self-gain at any cost. Any action can be justified for the betterment of the self and that is exactly how I treated people, conducted my personal affairs, and believing all the time I was a God fearing man. Hmm did I get a wake-up call.
When it was exposed I had to kill it and the only way I knew how to kill it was to own it and come clean with it 100%. It was like sticking your finger down your throat to induce vomiting multiple-multiple times. Not fun and I never want to go through it again.
I committed spiritual suicide that day by taking this leap into my own abyss of dark-elements. I strangled it’s spiritual hold on me. I cut its blood supply off completely. I smote my foe. I could not go back to the past days and I could not go forward into the future, I was trapped, until I willfully experienced death. I owned it, I died, and it died! I was severely wounded mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, resulting in a severe physical illness for 2 months. But I was free, possibly for the first time in my life.
Free will is free falling and I did not bring a parachute. No soft landing just a hard stop.
~The Resultant~
Let’s talk reset, reset to the ancient past to a state of precognition, deprogrammed, unfiltered, instinctual, and feral, with unconditional love possibly for the first time in my life.
It was the reset of all resets, pre OEM settings, raw material reset to be molded and shaped in the image of…, get it! Before the spirit moved across the waters type of reset.
My factory warranty became null and void, no longer valid. No money back guarantee and no exchange. I had become ungovernable and un-repairable. Exit time had arrived. Come out of her my people was at hand.
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